Joshua is sojauh

When i was looking at the new born baby hamsters in my house, i noticed something… The texture of the wood flakes in the place where the babies were born are different with the normal ones. the ones with the baby looks fine and a bit moist. What i know from my friend Aswad was, the mother actually put the coarse wood flakes in her mouth and brought it up to the small house in the cage and started to make the flakes fine by tearing it into smaller wood flakes. I guess that’s to make a comfortable place for the babies to be born. See, even the little mammals know how to prepare a place for her little ones to be born; even they know how to be a good mother. By this time, i thought about my mother; i thought about all the mothers in the world… How much sacrifices they have to make in order to raise us up? How loving can they be? How hurt are they when their chidren did something bad to them? and can u imagine, despite all the sacrifices, there are still people who doesn’t really care about their mother after they have all the successes in life?

I want to take this opportunity to thank my mum for all that she does for me and my brother. I think i have the most wonderful, most loving, most friendly, most understanding mum in the world. Maybe all the mothers are the same, i don know. but i wan to talk about my mum. I learn how to LOVE from my mum. I learn how to forgive from my mum. I learn how to give from my mum. and i think most importantly I learn how to live from my mum.

She has always been a great inspiration in my life. Talk about the way she love. It’s totally unconditional. I’ve never seen anyone in my life that can love people so much more than what they themselve can give. Her love for the family, my father and me and my brother.. is so great. I think she is some sort of superwoman or something like that. She can work non stop… 24/7 just to make sure that we are comfortable and yet sometimes we complain. I’m so embarassed. She’s also a very forgiving person. despite all that we’ve done, she forgives us. Even on something that I cant tolerate anymore, she forgives. and what’s more important is that she forgives and forget… unless you make the same mistakes again la… hahaa. then u’ll know a typical woman will go historical… ooopss.. terkutuk my mum pulak. sorry ya, just to make sure you all are not bored. If I want to talk about my mum, I can spend days writing about her because she is such an inspiration to me.

I’m sure we all have great mum. and they are the best to us. right? i remember watching the 2006 chinese new year advertisement by petronas. it’s about a group of old ladies in an old folks home boasting about how successful their kids are… how busy they are… and at the end… a question was thrown to an old lady who didnt mention anything about her children," Ah Eng ah, lu eh kia le?" it means: Ah Eng, What about ur son?… in hokkien. She replied," wa eh kia ho ah, ee lai zai wa liao." means… my son is very good, he’s coming to fetch me now. and guess what, all the others was shocked because non of their kids bother to come and fetch them. then the son appears, telling Ah Eng that he’s bringing her to cameron highland for a vacation. Everyone else got speechless… and i guess jealous. Dont make our mum jealous like the rest of the ladies.

I know that all of us have to catch our dreams and we tend to forget the person that gives us life, gives us success… How long can we share our success with our parents? how long can more we show our appreciation to them? maybe 20 years.? 30 years?

Remember our MOTHER’s LOVE… Mum, I LOVE U.

Have you ever thought of wonderful ideas that seems ideal to you? Have you ever share these ideas with the people around you? What kind of response did you get? are the people being supportive or instead pulling you down?

Very often when we think that we have a great idea that can change the world or at least change our life, circumstances and the limitations of the world doesn’t allow us to do that. People nowadays cant really accept new things. they seem to adapt well to new things but bear in mind that before only successful corporations or well-known people can really make a difference. because people look up upon them. imagine you have this similar idea with one of the famous people. do u think ur idea will be accepted or otherwise. i guess you know the answer.

Take me as an example, a few of us in the campus wanted to make a difference in the campus by introducing e-bike into the campus. it’s an environmental friendly vehicle and it’s very convenient in the campus. despite all the marketing and promotion we’ve done. people still cannot really accept it. imagine this idea comes from someone else. it may be a different case all together.

So why really care to think about new ideas? you cant really make a difference. is this true? In my opinion, it’s not really true. what you have to do is… believe in yourself. cos for every idea that can make the world a better place to live, it worth a fortune. u may not see the results immediately, u may have to cling on to it no matter wat. as long as you know that ur idea will work, you will be in the right direction. so, dont concentrate on the downside of it instead think of the unlimited possibilities and potential that it can achieve. analyze it and work on it. u think about risk? minimise the risks.. i’m sure u can do it by putting juz a little bit more effort on it.

i’m sure that everyday, everyone has some great ideas that ran thru their mind. all these ideas may worth a million dollar or may be very very helpful to certain people. work on it. keep keeping on. together, we can make this world a better place to live in.

see.. i dunno why people are so into this blogging things. to me, it looks so boring. i think it’s unneccessary. But how come suddenly i started blogging? i also dunno why. maybe juz curious, maybe i wan people to know more about me, maybe i’m juz too free, maybe… maybe… I think it fulfills one of the basic needs of a human being. the need to feel significant, the need for connection and love. and to some, maybe the need to contribute and to grow when they share they life with others. some may do it to fulfill the need of uncertainty. Why i say uncertainty? because they expect people to put in some comment into the blog. they anticipate for the comments and want to know wat people think about themselve. or maybe certainty? because they know that thru blogging they can vent out all their frustration in words.

anyway, i’m still very new to this blogging thing… hopefully it will fulfill my needs as a human being.. muahahaha… i hope hope it does for you too.

oooh… Good morning. it’s 7:16 in the morning now. birds are singing already. and guess wat? i’m still not asleep yet. that’s the consequences of not doing anything during the 1 week mid semester break. in the end, have to spent the whole night working on assignment… This is the first day after the mid sem break, tot that i’ll have another good start. too bad, i think i have to skip some classes today cos i’m really really very exhausted already. after attend the first tutorial at 8am i’ll head straight to the room and ZZzzZZzzz… muahahaha…